:: i miss you ::

2007-10-14T13:58:00.002-07:00

w a i

w a i

w a i

2006-11-23T20:22:00.000-08:00

24th november '2006 friday 1215pm

sometimes i think if i'm my own boss, i'll fire myself. yest i'm supposed to reach work at 4pm, but i reached at 830pm. i smoke, play game and do nothing! cos by the time i reach, the crowd was leaving alr.. murphy was veryvery angry, he pinch me kick me and torture me!! i've got an abusive collegue. lols.

i'm hungry, i wana eat ba chor mee! changi village or katong one also can.

i dreamt a few times last night. i dont know why, i just couldnt sleep peacefully.

2006-11-22T07:45:00.000-08:00

22nd november '2006 wednesday 1138pm

sunday we walk we shop. texus chainsaw at catherine's house. and driving with my siantong. i drove from cuppage to esplanade!! lols. quite a scary trip though. i actually switch lanes alr, then i remember to look at the rear mirror to check for cars. went tanjong rhu to check it out. there is this bar 'cosy bay' there.. veryvery nice place. should go there one day =) back to town after which, to pick up the birthday boyy. little cut cake session in the car for him and then down to geylang and changi to 'kua kway'. haha..

monday we walk we shop again. went to work. watched casino royale 007. nice show =)

tuesday i hibernated. been a longlong time since i last hibernated. i slept for 27hrs. i missed work and i think murphy was quite pissed with the last minute notice. because..

wednesday i went work and his face was quite black for the whole night. but work was fantastic today. i reached at 4pm. i'm supposed to reach work at 4pm for quite a few weeks alr but i think this is the third time im actually on time. i normally find some stupid excuse and reach at 6pm. lols.. i play game, eat dinner, stare in the space and stone, serve a few glass of beer and i finished work at 1030pm! sometimes i wonder they hire me for what?! i'm quite sick and tired and veryvery bored of the job alr.. monday i actually fell asleep at work again! how pathetic.

2006-11-18T05:52:00.000-08:00

18th november '2006 saturday 945pm

thursday night, i drink i drank i drunk. haha.. think back i wana laugh at myself. how embarassing. so now ive decided to quit drinking. lols. with great determination.

friday night, movie, colic. veryvery draggy show.

saturday night, stucked at home. wana go out but theres no where to go!! and im hungry.

2006-11-14T07:26:00.000-08:00

14th november '2006 tuesday 1119pm

so i skipped work today again. was supposed to reach POD at 6pm but i woke up at 650pm. i took ten mins to think of what excuse to tell murphy. lols.. i wont be surprised if they fire me soon.

so i went round and round singapore last night. katong for ba chor mee, loyang for baibai, changi for bapohs, sentosa at the center point of asia southern cont. for stars, pasir ris for sunrise, balestier for ba chor mee and custard puff =) so now bahbah and princess chin cant laugh at me alr! cos i eat the ba chor mee alr.. and the custard puff at the tau sha pia store is veryvery nice. freshly bake when i ate it. and so i went home at 10am this morning. so how to expect me to wake up on time for work right?! cant blame me. oh ya, i'm not i vivo virgin alr too! we drove past it last night alr. and guess what. i drove last night.. at the changi straight road there. driving 70km/hr, rachel dont let me go any faster. haha.. driving not as fun as i thought though, after driving for long distance will start to get boring and if i'm tired i think i might even fall alseep.

anyone or anyone got friend wana work at POD for the last two weeks of december?

2006-11-12T09:58:00.000-08:00

13th november '2006 monday 151am

just woke up from my 'coma' cos my mum insisted that i wake up to take my dinner.

pulau ubin, overall is fun la. minus the parts that we have to cycle up slope. now my thighs are aching. name a thing that you see at pulau ubin that can make you happy? answer: down slope. haha.. and the mosquitos there never been fed for i-dont-know-how-long already. highlight for the day: bahbah fell into the bush. we had chilli crab, kang kong and wild boar for lunch. nice =)
we met at 8am, reached at 10am and left at 130pm. we are the early birds. pictures of us being emo and artistic. and the not-artistic-at-all jonsy. lols.

the ba chor mee at changi village market is veryvery nice!! i love, but its only open from 10am to 10pm. not very right timing for me though.

i hope my thigh dont ache too badly by tmr.

rounding with my siantong tmr. wheeee!

2006-11-11T09:12:00.000-08:00

12th september '2006 sunday 105am

so nobody woke me up today, i slept all the way till its too late to meet them, so i carried on sleeping. and now i'm very very awake to go back to sleep. how to wake up at 7am later?!! GREATT!

i hope it dosen't rains tmr..

2006-11-10T16:01:00.000-08:00

11th november '2006 saturday 754am

new layout, nice? i took 2hrs to do this. haha.. was too bored so just do something to it although i dont blog often. i think the third photo looks funny somehow. lols..

2006-11-10T13:51:00.000-08:00

11th november '2006 saturday 544am

i'm bored. been long time since i've last blog, been watching too much on youtube. lols

just watched a good year. quite a boring movie.. without cat's disturbance i might have fell asleep.. go watch texus chainsaw! very very bloody, gruesome. but not bad la.. the guardian also nice. haha.. been watching movie quite often recently. there is this movie "eye in the sky". i saw the review on yahoo movies a few days back and it should come out on thurs. but now i check its gone! i dont know why.. we wanted to catch that show, thought it will be nice.

i'm so full now.. been eating and eating the whole day. soon i'll be more BAHBAH.

meeting up with my siantong tmr.

ubin on sunday. no passport required. HAHA.

2006-10-02T16:02:00.000-07:00

3rd' october 2006 tuesday 656am

so i really fell sick yest and skipped work last night. first time since i started working at pod.

im hungry i wana eat stingray, i dunno why. haha..

i slept too much yest, now im too awake to sleep. i slept from 3am plus on sunday k.. lols

2006-09-15T16:07:00.000-07:00

16th september 2006 saturday 702am

work is greattt. after taking orders, serving, doing my job.. i can smoke drink play talk eat all i want. haha.. easy job! pay not minus if im late ( almost everyday) but pay added if i work OT. lols. my boss is great, my customers are friendly. work is like play. haha..

i want to eat prawn mee too!

i want to cut my hair. should i cut my fringe?

i want to go shopping.

i want to lose weight. ahaha!

2006-09-03T11:55:00.000-07:00

4th september '2006 monday 250am

i starting work at P O D tonight. chill out bar.. come visit me okayyyyy! lol.

2006-08-28T19:01:00.000-07:00

29th august '2006 tuesday 956am

im so damn bored.

im going back hk in december. wheeee..! i miss my grandma =)

and yay! so my birthday is a public hol so i can celebrate the night before.. haha. HAPPY!

im hungry. i wana go out.

2006-08-27T17:10:00.000-07:00

28th august '2006 monday 806am

i think i'm damn evil. haha..

ktv, fat mama, spize, home.

so i think im gonna have my birthday dinner at miss clarity. haha.. jon is gonna cook all different kinds of food. no repeats. haha! 20thoct on friday night. cos 24th falls on a tues.. boohoo. everyone got school or work the next day.

*invites
'daphne
'catherine
'kelly (derrick)
'kenrick
'xinping
'zelong
'bernard
'weihao

confirm list. the rest i don't know. haha.. i don't know why i'm so looking forward to my birthday this year. its almost two months away still lor. haha.. i'm just too bored recently. i need a job.. to kill time and earn some money. but i'm lazy.. i'm bored!

and kenrick and bernard is going into army next weekend alr. greatt! two friend lesser. =(

i thought i could, but now i know i cant.
how stupid, now its worst.

2006-08-24T04:29:00.000-07:00

24th august '2006 thursday 724pm

just read what i blog 2-3yrs ago. HAHAHA! hiliarous. so so funnnyyyy!! haha.

i'm so bored. i want to go out!! but ive got no where to go. =(

2006-08-22T17:57:00.000-07:00

23rd august '2006 wednesday 852am

what should i do for my 20th birthday?!! :D

2006-08-21T18:31:00.000-07:00

22nd august '2006 tusday 927am

i "hibernated" yesterday again. haha..

im bored. waking up at this hour is super super boring.

ive got nothing to blog.

i love bah bah. hahaha!!

2006-08-15T15:20:00.000-07:00

16th august 2006 wednesday 615am

ive been sleeping too too much for the past few days. i didnt go out since last sunday. all i do at home is sleep. even when i wake up is just for dinner and i'll go back to sleep. haha.. last night i even skipped dinner, i was suppose to go out for dinner but while waiting i fell asleep and only woke up at 10pm, i watched the 10 o'clock show and i fell asleep again until now. haha.. i want to go out =/

2006-08-11T18:05:00.000-07:00

12th august 2006 saturday 900am

so i didnt manage to watch fireworks last night too eventually. cos my dad was done cooking our dinner too late. by the time he is done, the fireworks started alr. haiyer.. i must watch it tonight!! cos its the last one for this year alr.

click, fat mama, wanton mee, home.

click was nice =) interesting and meaningful show.

enjoy every min and sec of your life to the fullest, sometimes it sucks but its growing up. love your family, your friends and people who love you cos they are the people who grow up and spent your life with you. fame, power and money is not everything.

=D

i wana watch my super ex-girlfriend!

work is shit. but ive got no choice =(

oscar award winner, miss catherine chin, its not a date k. just a close friend + collegue which i know for almost 3yrs.

2006-08-10T09:26:00.000-07:00

11th august 2006 friday 1223am

just woke up not long ago, had my dinner.

wednesday.

work, walking up and down orchard, holland for dinner, bar code, zouk, cat's hse, lousy lousy ba chor mee, home.

cat can win the oscar award alr. winner la you.

beer + graveyard = YUCKS!!

2006-08-08T16:22:00.000-07:00

09th august 2006 wednesday 718am

greatt! yest i sleep too much and now im awake this early. tonight im gonna me damn tired.

work at 9, till 430. meeting my parents for dinner cos its my mum's birthday =) fireworks after that. and meeting hao for a drink after that.

i didnt watch fireworks and eat steamboat yest =( cos i overslept.

im hungry.

2006-08-07T18:02:00.000-07:00

08th august 2006 tuesday 858am

meeting later and work gonna start tmr. i hope it gonna be gooddd!

and maybe i should find a night job too. to kill time. ive got too much time to kill sometimes.

fat mama, snooker, bencoolen ba chor mee.

my ba chor mee was freee =) cos uncle win toto again. haha..

just remember bencoolen's ba chor mee is a franchise of katong ba chor mee. haha.. not as nice, but still better then many many other ba chor mee =)

steamboat and fireworks tonight. yay yay yay!! =D

i'll learn. i'm learning. but it hard, very very hard.

2006-08-06T08:03:00.000-07:00

06th august 2006 sunday 1059pm

just had my dinner. crab, prawn, duck, veg and soup. yummy yummy. haha..

so i went out at 1am last night to meet zelong and kenrick. fat mama and down to outram for breakfast. after breakfast, kenrick and i decides to go to escape. weeee!! pirate ship, wet n wild blah blah blah. but it started raining.. for almost one hour we had to stay in the shelter. after the rain, the sun was so so bright lor. after a few more rounds of game, i very sleepy alr. haha.. home! kinda waste my time to travel all the way there and waste of money, cos i play awhile tired alr. next time must sleep well enough then can go places like that. haha..

nor just called, and ask me to go over to oriental. supervisor or opc? should i, should i not?

2006-08-04T15:13:00.000-07:00

05th august 2006 saturday 609am

town, xing wang cafe, shanghai jazz, clark quay TCC, centipides, home.

daph, cat, jon, me. kelly just MIA today.

i just realise ghim moh has many many many centipides. damn disgusting and scary la. but me and daph played with it. haha.. 30 of them into a shape of a star. we are damn evil. the models, doctor and the guy who sell coffin? haha.

2006-08-03T16:34:00.001-07:00

04th august 2006 friday 736am

anyway i know of more then one person that can put his fist into his mouth k!

2006-08-03T16:34:00.000-07:00

04th august 2006 friday 730am

fat mama, snooker, lousy ba chor mee, home.

the ba chor mee at chinatown, opp the court, is horrible. mee taste like rubber, no pig liver. eeyer!

i want a driving license too! but im lazy. =p

i rather lose myself.

2006-08-03T02:07:00.000-07:00

03rd august 2006 thursday 502pm

my _ _ _ _ is in _ _ _ _! boohoo!

hahaha. EVIL la you daphne and kelly!

crab tmr. yay! cat kel daph me. i know they miss me. 6pm paya labar control station dont be late. i'll try. hee..

sudden craving for hagen daz strawberry cheesecake.

2006-08-02T13:34:00.000-07:00

03rd august 2006 thursday 430am

now i'm always at home so you can ask me out anytime. haha.

and no matter how old i am, i'm still younger den kelly by 5months 16days.

pool, oolong tea, cig, home. =))

i'm hungry. i want bar chor mee.

i'm bored. i wanna be entertain! haha.. funny body clock of mine is getting more and more funny.

2006-08-01T09:01:00.000-07:00

01st august 2006 tuesday 1158pm

im so so bored! nobody ask me out =/

i just woke up at 8plus, had my dinner, watched three hours of tv. argh!

what am i gonna do until i fall asleep again!

2006-07-31T16:35:00.001-07:00

01st august 2006 tuesday 731am

nice? took 1hr to did this new template. i likeee =)

my backbone is breaking. my shoulders are aching. i need a massage!

how to not love you, you tell meee... haha.

2006-07-31T15:09:00.000-07:00

01st august 2006 tuesday 605am

i lovee the zoo! hahaha..

hoegarden, nasi lemak, home.

i'm tired.

stupid me.

2006-07-29T12:52:00.000-07:00

30th july 2006 sunday 348am

i'm going to the zoooooooo later. haha.. team outing =)

had steamboat at marina today. down to andrew's. and now i'm home. my stomach is so bloated with steamboat's food and beer. yuck.

you people are mean =\

still

2006-07-26T16:36:00.000-07:00

27th july 2006 thursday 732am

being off from work is greatt! i just finish watching a drama series of 30 vcd in two days. no need to sleep, no need to worry about being late for work anot, no need to worry about Qs. maybe i didnt offically take a long break from work too long alr. either i'm very late or i'll say mc. didnt really enjoy the off days as much. haha.. and maybe i took off just at the right time also, dont feel well this few days. i dont know why.

just watched the lake house. nice =) but was predictable ending la..

okay, dont ever eat the ba chor mee at youth club. its the worst ba chor mee i ever ate. after eating that on mon, i ate ba chor mee at bencoolen kopitiam just now, i think is heaven. haha.. its not fantastic, but if you're to compare, yes its heaven.

i want to eat marina steamboat =D been a long long time since i last went there.

imissyou.

2006-07-20T16:00:00.000-07:00

21st july 2006 friday 656am

when you have 10c in your pocket, dont think you're the worst

think of those with only 1c, you're much more fortunate =D

i should have won toto today! i got the right numbers, BUT I DIDNT BUY!! what the hell.. but i got a free meal la.. cos auntie brought my numbers, so she won and treat me my breakfast just now. but still... haiya!

watched nacho libre, funny show. i want to watch superman, thank you for smoking, pirates, stay alive, lady in the water, the lakehouse, my super exgirlfriend.. so many many. haha..

DXO tonight, should i?

butter factory tmr night, should i?

2006-07-19T16:47:00.000-07:00

20th july '2006 thursday 743am

why is blogger in chinese?

went zouk last night.. been a long time since i last went there. not as bad as i thought it will be. haha.. minus the whole irritating squeezing part, it was not bad =) met fat mama for breakfast at bencoolen and now i'm home.

now i'm so awake but i got work later.. jialat. nowadays i always sleep so 'early' and wake up so late.. work, cuppage, home. boring boring..

kenrick is going army on 8th sept. haha.. wonder how is he gonna suffer.

pleasant surprise! =))

dont stop, never give up!

2006-07-05T02:08:00.000-07:00

5th july '2006 wednesday 504pm

boohoo england, brasil..

yay yay yay italy!!

i was so depressed that day when england lost. stupid portugal kicked beckham's leg and make rooney angry. meanie.. dissapointed. and surprised that brasil will lose to france. but lucky italy won last night =) 2-0.. if only it was in the ninety mins.. hee. cos i bet 2-0 AGAIN. france and portugal tonight. hope france will win. cos portugal dont deserve to!!

i'm coughing and coughing.. had 39degrees fever yesterday, bad sore thoart and running nose. today is cough..

but i'm still going shopping.. yay!

ignorance is bliss.. i miss you =)

2006-06-28T14:24:00.000-07:00

26' june '06 thursday 521am

so i came home early just now at twelve planning to sleep early cos i gotta wake up early later. but i've been sitting infront of the com for the past 5hours trying to organise my photos, upload song into mp3, upload my photos in my phone and looking thru crimenet about timeshare. how am i gonna wake up later! i've got an appointment with the police at tanglin police station at 12pm!! so i got to wake up at 1030. AH shit..

anyway the stupid guys that wacked kenrick are in big big trouble. yay! the one who started the fight and the idoit who kick me are both underage so they are sentence to RTC until they are 21. yay! serve you right! WHO ASK YOU TO KICK ME!! stupid no brain. haha.. and later i got to be at tanglin police station to recognise the others who are invovle in the fight. i think the two who got caught first paotoh the rest. but the problem is, i dont remember any other faces alr. i only remember the one who kick me and save me. haha.. hope i see the people i can remember ah.. or not it will waste my trip down. actually the police very nice alr, cos i flew his aeroplane that day and he never kaopei. haha..

world cup world cup! imagine betting $5 per match on exact score, i can lose almost hundred alr. cos i never win a single match! eveytime i buy 1-0 it will be more, so i change buy 2-0 den it will end up being 1-0. what the hell right. anyway how could france win spain?! i think they should play again. spain deserve to go into top 8 better! cos they've got david villa and f. torres!! haha.. england will comfirm win portugal this sat. portugal first 11 most of them cant play. haha.. yay! beckham will score another free kick. haha.. so the top 4 will be england, italy, brasil and germany. yay! excitement!

2006-06-05T01:45:00.000-07:00

05' june ' 2006 monday 442pm

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y C A T H E R I N E ! :)

2006-05-25T10:18:00.000-07:00

26' may '2006 friday 116am

cat : no lor! its really the shoe.. next time i show you. and i dont only meet you in twos k! you're always out what. haha.. okay okay. we go watch da vinci code k?

just came back from joseph's chalet. quite a boring one. all i did was eat and talk to daph on the phone. eat and eat and eat, and hear daph talk about her 'exciting' day. haha! went there for two over hour den we left alr.

work was super slack for the past 3 days. haha.. i go to work at 7plus everyday.. haha! so now i still got no q for the week. jialat. i'm broke! must work hard alr for the rest of the week.. sianz..

i'm going malaysia on monday. yay!

i'm going dentist on tuesday. boohoo. haha.. cos the nicotine stain on my front tooth is getting more and more obvious.

i'm home early today. i'm bored.

i miss you =(

2006-05-17T16:03:00.000-07:00

18' may '2006 thursday 701am

haha. i MOS-ed last night. drank, danced, played. and had mcdonalds for supper =)

i just got a new pair of dunks. very nice, i like. BUT its very heavy. my feet damn tried after wearing it for a night. haiyer.. gotta find new shoe to buy again.

work was great today. yay! went to work at last hour but got a Q. kio sai.. haha. but as usual jason is mean.

i've been sick since sunday. all thanks to kenrick. and i just found out a private clinic can give mc for the day before one. haha. wonderful discovery to me. and is a real mc k! hahaha

time is passing so slowly recently. i'm bored.

i want to watch movieeeeee!

2006-05-05T11:18:00.000-07:00

06' may '2006 saturday 216am

my leg got blister. dunno why. my hand also got blister! due to too much of snooker. dumb.

watched when a stranger calls. not as nice as i thought. not scary.
i wana watch mission impossible 3. haha..

work is shit this week. quarrelled. roti prata, broken promises. yes, we're wrong for being late but you are not doing as you said. i'm late but my result is still there. so what if he is a superstar. just because he blags married and i dont. just cos i want to save our ass from being caught. i can always do the same and the person in deeper trouble is you! what about the superstar that i trained? i fine not having him back but he is suffering with them, come running to me and say wana be back on my side. what the hell you doing man? so thats a superstar to you? fuck it.

2006-05-01T21:31:00.000-07:00

02' may' 2006 tuesday 1229pm

just because i didnt turn up for snooker yest. do you have to say all those? but try harder next time to provoke me. know the real story before saying anything. regardless is it he or me who dowan who. i'm lucky, i thank god i didnt ever wanted you! you childish farker.

weiming is a childish idoit.

i'm hungry. waiting for kenrick to come to eat lunch with me =)

ktv with cat daph kel and all tonight.

2006-04-30T16:01:00.000-07:00

01' may '2006 monday 659am

cat, can you watch the scary scary movie with me on thursday PLEASE?

watched aquamarine. nice =) about friendship, love and a mermaid. haha..

i only got 5Qs last week. without haohao i lazy to preach. damn.

i brought a adidas jacket again. haha.. almost brought 0274 today, so tempting. haha.. but if i'm to buy it today, i'll be broke till saturday.. haiyer. i shall work hard for it this week.

i'm tired.

2006-04-26T16:00:00.000-07:00

27' april '2006 thursday 658am

just got home from supper + watching barcelona vs milan. stupid game, no goal at all. watch until i wana fall asleep alr. damn tired, yest not enough sleep, rush to work cos got people say wana come interview. in the end never even bother to call to say he is not coming alr. no manners!

3ups today. but the second one one-legged =(

i want to watch when a stranger call. seems very scary. going to pay to scare myself next thurs. haha. yes, cat? must i really say please? haha..

lose to weiming on snooker again. 4-3. tmr must win. haha.. everyday play snooker can die leh. boring boring life. i want to be entertain! *imu

2006-04-23T21:09:00.002-07:00

24' april '2006 monday 1208pm

i'm bored. i woke up too early.

i got 9Qs last week=) yay! just nice at jason's target on the dot.. nothing more nothing less. hengg ah.. alot of difference leh. if never hit target sure damn regret why that two days never go work. haha..

gonna watch movie later i think.

im hungry.

2006-04-23T21:09:00.001-07:00

2006-04-23T21:09:00.000-07:00

24' april '2006 monday 1208pm

i'm bored. i woke up too early.

i got 9Qs last week=) yay! just nice at jason's target on the dot.. nothing more nothing less. hengg ah.. alot of difference leh. if never hit target sure damn regret why that two days never go work. haha..

gonna watch movie later i think.

im hungry.

2006-04-20T16:08:00.000-07:00

21' april '2006 friday 706am

4 ups but only 2Q. what the hell. stupid butch and mr gay. big fat liars.

just got home. work was not very good. but at least got two. had katong ba chor mee for breakfast yest morning =) den watched the art of seduction. veryy nice. funny funny show, haha. den off to work. den was cuppage the whole night and to supper.

been awake for 27hrs again. very very tired alr. i need sleep, plenty plenty of sleep.

dowan to play alr
but den i'm just saying.

2006-04-19T14:24:00.000-07:00

20' april '2006 thursday 522am

i just woke up. slept from 10am yest morning. woke up for dinner and back to sleep again. going out soon. how screwed my time management is.

everytime i wana buy soccer but couldnt wake up to go to singapore pools on time. it will win. what the hell. wanted buy arsenal win 1-0, i even wrote it on my 4d paper alr.. stupid. and kenrick go buy also never help me buy.. lousy friend. but at least he won la, not that bad. so people, everytime i say i wana buy soccer and you know i'm still sleeping at 5plus.. go buy what i wanted to buy.. sure win one.

i feel like having katong bar chor mee and french toast =) shall go to katong for breakfast. haha.

quit

2006-04-18T16:39:00.000-07:00

19' april '2006 wednesday 738am

red hill 'zi ran seefood' got rob this morning. was about to go home from red hill, sat outside the restaurant for awhile, den suddenly 3 police came over and question us. asked us to sit at the bench across the road. den quite a number of police and CIDs came down. took picture and all. guess the thief broke in from the back window. cos it was nicely open, window grills taken off. haha..

very tired alr. woke up for 27hrs alr.. haha. woke up yesterday at 4am and couldnt sleep alr. so had breakfast with my mum in the morning and went to meet kenrick. went shopping =) 1 levis tshirt, 1 everlast tshirt and 1 pump tshirt. haha.. i want new shoes, AR 0209 / 0274, new jeans. new phone and new hair-do can wait, cos its only 2months old for this two =) i want this i want that. so lord, can let me win tonight's 4d and tmr's 1.5million toto? hahaha.

work was alright yest, had 1Q in the first hour. den started to slack alr. supposed to have one more in the last hour but kana sabo, so reschedule. but not as unlucky as kenrick la, 1q short tour. haha.. not working today =) can sleep until 5plus den wake up buy 4d. haha.. sounds like some auntie.

everyone is asking me and kenrick if we're together anot.. haha. damn funny. and its alot alot of people. on average, more den one a day. haha. we actually went to count and there were thirty over people last month asking. haha.. very funny.

2006-04-16T15:57:00.000-07:00

17' april '2006 monday 656am

back to irn tmr onwards. jason called, we won. hahaha. very evil. told ya you need me right! haha. very tough fight, we cant lose. what you did to me, i'll pay back double.

back to that life again, no more off days =( boring boring boring. still cant think a perfect pay scheme for new comers. is either they earn and we lose, or they will earn little so we'll earn. but in this case no one will stay. how how how? i need to submit it in by tmr to put advertisement alr.

work enough alr and i'll go study. i've decided on marketing at MDIS. =)

i want samsung SGH D820. i want emporio armani AR 0274. very very nice, i likee! i want i want i want. hahaha.

2006-04-06T07:19:00.000-07:00

06' april '06 thursday 1018pm

stupid benifica! #$%^&*(*&!#$! broke my heart, wasted my money on believing it.

i had a nightmare last night. very very scary one. never ever want it to happen in real life =( but people say dreams normally happen the other way. haha..

i'm having a damn sore throat now. result of eating too much tapioca chips.

i'm just bored.

2006-03-15T14:34:00.000-08:00

15' march 2006 thursday 633am

i want
- to quit smoking
- to quit drinking
- to have early nights and wake up early
- earn big money
- study
- you =))

i miss you alot alr

2006-01-01T11:04:00.000-08:00

02' january 2006 monday 307am

happy happy new year to YOU! =))

its a brand new year.. but i spent the first day of my brand new year sleeping at home.. haha. woke up in the evening, went upper thomson to have dinner with my family, den came home straight after that and sleep again. till now, was woken up by a sms.. haha.

went esplanade last night to count down and watch fireworks. i love fireworks! so beautiful=)) den went to boat quay.. drink drink drink until 6am in the morning. haha.. drink until very uncomfortable, had to dig my throat to vomit out.. haha.

new year new year new year. 2006. hope everything in everything will be much better den last year, although last year wasnt that bad.. haha. but i still want it to be better=))

i m i s s y o u A L O T

2005-12-10T11:10:00.000-08:00

11' december 2005 sunday 312am

i'm so bored, so bored, SO BORED!!!! everyday i do the same thing, i'm dying of boredom alr.. can someone come and entertain me please? haha..

went to work at five plus today, didnt even work! cos the line didnt even start.. what the hell. and i got no pay cos jason decide to minus off my pay again for not going work for dunno how many days.. idert.

kenrick is gonna work at mdm wong from tuesday onwards.. that means there will be totally no one to acc me every night alr.. haiya.......... how how how. very boring leh. i need to find people to entertain me!!

i m i s s y o u a L o t !

2005-12-08T13:11:00.000-08:00

09' december 2005 friday 513am

i'm living a damn boring but cheap life for the past two weeks. whether i go work anot i'll just meet kenrick at 830 and go and play game, den watch soccer if there is a match that night and den go home sleep. i'm gonna be bored to death soon. everything is so funny, last time i'll never have time to meet gary, but now i'm always so super free.. but i bet after the dateline i'll be busy again with i dunno what and i'll have no time for things i should make time for.. its always always lidat.. is damn dumb huh? i just read something lidat from kelly's blog 'we live to wait for death, den why are we alive?' haha.. quite meaningful..

i'm broke.. damn damn broke alr. never really work for the past one month.. got to get back to work, no choice alr.. den when i earn enough i'll take my break again. haha..

i'm staying in singapore for christmas.. made up my mind alr. my christmas will definately be better here, i hope. and i got things to settle, i cant leave.. =) and i scared... 'cold'. hahaha! blah blah blah. so christmas in singapore=)

i'm running out of time for you

2005-11-30T12:24:00.000-08:00

01' december 2005 thursday 427am

wanted to give rachel a surprise by dropping by her work place today.. but i was late so we got no choice but to call her and tell her we're meeting her.. haha. her dad came down wanted to fetch her home alr but had to leave.. haha! met up with my whole sian tong, played a game of snooker.. lost by black ball. smoke awhile den rachel xinping went home liao.. den went cuppage to play game for awhile. did a super lame thing with kenrick on the bus.. haha. in short, we bluff this guy.. haha! super funny.. and i think its rachel's collegue.. hee! had my supper at fat mama.. beef udon=) just came home not long ago.. kinda sleepy liao.

didnt go work again today.. martin called and tried to be sacarstic.. haha. must go work everyday from tmr onwards alr.. sian! last week kana fine $150 for MIA. stupid jason! haiyer.. super lazy to work nowadays.. but don work for long = no money. haha!

i watched 'chicken little' last night.. dunno where my dad got the dvd from.. not say very nice leh. cute but not worth the price to watch it at the cinema.. haha..

should i go hong kong for christmas, should i not? my whole family is going for my cousin's wedding.. i also feel like going but i scared... 'cold'. hahaha..

i miss you a l o t !

2005-11-26T23:53:00.000-08:00

2005-11-26T23:44:00.000-08:00

27' november 2005 sunday 347am

just woke up from my long long sleep.. haha. met cat badak and daph in town yesterday.. watched pride and prejudice. not say very nice ah.. haha.. den went to holland breko's sit down talk cock.. denise came later but me cat badak left at 4plus cos tired alr.. hee. den i came home do abit of my stuff and sleep till now.. haha. wonderful.

happy happy happy=)

i didnt learn alot from you,
i learn alot because of you.
i lo ve yo u.

2005-11-24T11:23:00.000-08:00

25' november 2005 friday 326am

didnt go work again today=x no mood.. haha. met kenrick, yiwan, bernard and joseph at ks prawn noodles.. had my dinner den met cat at cineleisure. had a very interesting conversation w her, den jon came and we watched 'prime'.. not a very fantastic show.. but alright ah.. some part quite funny. especially the part saying about the old grandmother.. haha! three of us were too tired after the show so we go home liao.

must go work tmr.. M U S T ! haha..

i m i s s y o u a L o t !

2005-11-21T10:28:00.000-08:00

22' november 2005 tuesday 230am

just got home from boat quay.. met rachel and vivian in the evening, went for a hair cut.. edes is a 'fantastic' hair stylist.. haha. cos everytime when she cut my hair, i can see alot of hair being cut but i dont see much difference in my hair style.. haha. but rachel they all say got.. haha.. den met bobby and jon at boat quay for a drink.. den they start asking me about me and gary why will lidat.. haha. i'm perfectly fine okay? yup.. den cat came.. went for supper.. had seafood horfun.. quite nice but their teh peng sucks! haha..

let me be happy now and face the reality on 31st dec
i know i dont need you but i cant leave you
but still, i might change my mind.

2005-11-20T04:32:00.000-08:00

20' november 2005 sunday 834pm

i'm dying of boredom.. waiting to eat my dinner den go out meet rachel and kenrick.. haiz.. but go out also boring nothing to do.. last night zelong's birthday drink until today my stomach whole day not feeling well=( didnt really go work for the past two weeks alr.. hee. gotta go back to work next week.. hope the week past fast and i earn some money.. hee. boring boring boring..

i miss you alot already.. how!

2005-11-06T20:59:00.000-08:00

7' november 2005 monday 102pm

just woke up.. so bored.. nothing to do at all!

i'm the happiest girl living

2005-10-17T00:04:00.000-07:00

17' october 2005 monday 323pm

just woke up.. went ktv last night with melly cat and edmund.. but i had to leave a lil early, stupid gary! haiz.. waiting for my sister to come back soon den i have to go to office alr.. den down to jon's cafe for dinner..

2005-10-12T12:15:00.000-07:00

13' october 2005 thursday 319am

just got home from black.. boring.. super tired.. been doing so many interviews this few day.. so many trainings.. arghg.. even monday i went to office! haiyer.. damn sian.. not in good mood nowadays.. ha.. my brithday is 11days away.. hee. yay! cant wait=)

i still miss you

2005-10-09T07:31:00.000-07:00

09' september 2005 sunday 1029pm

am at cuppage b2 now.. just finished my dinner after work.. work was kinda fucked up this week.. only managed to earn to spend but not to save again.. haha. my birthday how!!! haha.. damn tired alr.. want to sleep alr.. i've been only sleeping for 6hrs for the past 2 days.. super tired.. going party box later.. boring boring boring!

i miss you i miss you i miss you !

2005-10-04T13:15:00.000-07:00

05' october 2005 wednesday 418am

just got home.. work was great today, didnt earn much but results not bad ah.. had dinner at youth park kopitiam after work with my whole sian tong.. full squad. haha.. den down to party world hello singtel.. cat came den jon came. supposed to meet gary after that but he left before i reached and my phone was lagging so i only recieved his message saying he is leaving after so long after i reached.. argh! should have went for supper with cat they all.. had a game of snooker with kenrick den saw the lgm small boy.. drank a cup of milo peng den come home liao.. raining super heavily now.. damn nice to sleep.. haha.

i miss you ALOT =(

2005-10-03T11:31:00.000-07:00

04' october 2005 tuesday 234am

just got home from cloud nine.. met cc at suntec today for dinner at nydc.. den went to the marina there.. the place where me and xinping used to always go and drink.. haha! and the place where.. hmm.. forget it. anyway cc gave me a necklace from poh heng.. this boy and a girl=) so sweet.. haha under the coconut tree you can make a wish.. haha! den went over to cloud nine to meet kenrick rachel and vivian.. been having headache the whole day but it got much worst when i reach cloud nine.. cc/kenrick got me some panadols den now okay liao=) but just now i cannot drink.. haha.. gonna think of a new pay structure for jason.. headache leh.

very touched but yet, i'm sorry.

what are you trying to do?
leave me once and for all if you're leaving

2005-10-02T12:51:00.000-07:00

03' october 2005 monday 354am

just got home from party box with kenrick.. he lose soccer.. haha.. saw jason and all there..

work was alright today except for that stupid bomb! but i think can get back my 'Q'.. haha! this week i only earn enough to spend but not enough to save for my birthday.. jialat liao.. must start working harder or not my chalet must be budget budget one alr.. haha!

quarrelled with gary again this morning.. we were both screaming at each other behind faber house.. haii.. i very tired liao. sometimes just feel like telling him to leave me once and for all.. i know very well where the problem is.. but i cant help it, its out of my control alr.. sigh.. fuck la.

you said i have to learn
but you left before teaching me how

2005-09-27T11:52:00.000-07:00

28' september 2005 wednesday 255am

work was bad bad bad today.. no blagging = no Q! roy daniel actually came to our meeting today and scolded everyone about blagging and smoking in the building.. haha. today martin team got only 3 NQ. but bernard they all got more den ten.. i bet they are still blagging! blaggers! haha... tmr i'm gonna bring pure pure Qs.. must have more ling gan!

just came back from plasma with kenrick rachel joseph and angela.. met kenrick and rachel for dinner at fat mama today.. steamboat buffet=) damn shiok.. only $15 got crab, prawn, cray fish.. blah blah blah.. damn nice.. had a game of snooker den went to plasma alr.. drink 1 jug den we go home liao..

momo tmr! with cat jon.. and blah blah blah.. yay..

i miss you =(

2005-09-22T12:59:00.000-07:00

23' september 2005 friday 403am

just got home.. no Q today but i got 4 yest.. haha! today must rest.. today i keep talking to everyone.. kinda disturbing.. haha! had dinner at fat mama with my sian tong den down to plasma cos its the waitress, jess's, birthday.. den down to youth park for supper=))

its amazing, i think i can fly already.. =)) hahahah!

2005-09-20T22:35:00.000-07:00

21' september 2005 wednesday 133pm

just woke up.. met catherine kelly and derrick for ktv last night.. sing sing sing.. picture picture picture.. haha. i'm going to work now alr.. damn sian.. feel like taking mc but jason say if this week i no mc and never late he will give me $50 spif just like that.. haha!

arghghg! you were joking right??

i miss you i miss you i miss you
miss your everything, miss you and me.
now i realised, i cant afford=( fcuk

2005-09-20T22:30:00.000-07:00

2005-09-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

18' september 2005 sunday 1127pm

i'm bored but too lazy to go out and no where to go.. came home straight after work today for dinner.. had 2Qs today=) yup.. kinda sleepy liao..

i miss you alot!

窗外阴天了音乐低声了我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了音乐低声了口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了人是无聊了我的心开始想你了
电话响起了你要说话了还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了是你变了是你变了
灯光熄灭了音乐静止了滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐我的心真的受伤了

2005-09-14T13:07:00.000-07:00

15' septmember 2005 thursday 410am

just got home. went to so many places today.. plasma den boat quay sunlight den down to devils.. haha.. work was fucking fuck up today brought a pure pure Q but i dunno why she tick wrongly that she is married den she kanna spin.. she is pure single k! my $100!! argh.. no mood to work after that for the whole day.. met my dad for dinner after work den down to plama to meet rachel and kenrick.. drank 2jugs of beer.. den vivian came pick us den down to boat quay sunlight.. was supposed to go zouk but kel say very very long q liao.. met angela & 2 of her friends at boat quay.. saw celine sherman and felix.. den celine jio us go devils so we go lor.. celine and sherman quarrel and quarrel.. haiyo. drink drink drink.. damn sian.. gonna sleep now alr.. tmr must catch more Qs.. hee..

all the while i thought i could, but i guess i was wrong
but still i should start to learn to live my life without you
without you leading me thru the crowd
without you entertaining me thru the boring times
without you bringing me out
without you buying me my favourite breakfast
without calling you when i'm bored
without replying your messages
without your company
without you, without your everything
without you in my mind.. i gotta learn.

2005-09-13T11:54:00.000-07:00

14' september 2005 wednesday 257am

just got home from cuppage with kenrick.. had 1Q at work today.. got ten dollar spif=) cos now jason and martin thinks that no spif i wont work.. cos sunday just nice i hit all the spif that martin give.. sixty dollars=) haha.. den he keep saying and saying non stop.. haha. my 1Q today was pure luck.. caught her at 730.. before that no Q at all leh.. actually i slack alr den jason keep nagging.. haha. and the girl is actually married! i didnt blag her hor.. she blag me.. i only know it when she came out.. cos she is bernard's friend.. i was telling bernard maybe divorce alr leh? he say cannot be.. weird hor this girl.. first time Q blag me.. haha! met kenrick after work for dinner den go play game lor.. subaru put me aeroplane! he went home and fall asleep i think when he was supposed to meet me.. idert! lucky i got my kenrick if not i wait for him alone and he put me aeroplane i sure angry one.. =p

i'm gonna have a chalet for my birthday=) 22nd for cat kel and all.. 23rd for my collegues.. my sian tong will be around both days! haha.. yay! must plan liao.. cannot like last year so last minute.. same thing opening 2 chalet, one is mine and one is dar's.. its dar's 21st birthday.. shall make a nice celebration.. haha.. drank fest?

i miss you

2005-09-11T12:54:00.000-07:00

12' september 2005 monday 357am

i'm tired, very tired of everything alr..
i need some love some care some concern
i need someone
leave me once and for all, dont leave me hanging
dont give me empty promises
although promises are meant to be broken

2005-09-11T12:46:00.000-07:00

12' september 2005 monday 348am

just got home from party box with kenrick rachel and vi.. quite a boring night. a drunkard totally scare me.. he came to our table and play cards.. loser forfeit. when i lose he tried to kiss me twice and hold my hand.. i almost fainted.. scare me leh. haha! the next thing is he vomitting alr.. hahaha! saw jimmy at party box.. he kinda saved us.. cos kenrick was playing pool and he dowan to go home until he lose.. haha. jimmy almost win kenrick but when his black ball go in his white ball also go in.. haha.. but later he come take que from kenrick so we faster say go home alr.. haha! had 2Qs today=) great weekends at work.. haha. lucky lucky.. hope next week whole week as lucky.. damn tired now.. i want to sleep alr..

i miss you alot=(

2005-09-08T21:47:00.000-07:00

09' september 2005 friday 1253pm

just woke up.. i slept for 14 hours.. damn shiok.. haha! didnt go for work yesterday.. den suddenly dunno why i jio my sian tong go sentosa den everyone so on.. haha. so we ended up at sentosa at 5plus but only me and kenrick, the rest is late! me and kenrick go play first lor den they came join us.. rachel lost her specs.. poor thing.. xinping la.. dropped it into the sea.. haha. play till 730 den we go bath alr.. q in the toilet until i angry ah.. people bath super long one leh.. haha. super awake now.. i'm gonna catch many many Qs today.. hahahah!

i miss you =(

2005-09-07T11:44:00.000-07:00

08' september 2005 thursday 246am

just got home from plasma with kenrick long rachel vivian and royce.. had 1Q today but short tour. haiyer.. quarrel with dar again today.. actually is i scold and he say sorry... but it was his fault what! aiyah.. whatever la.. boring boring boring!

kelly: no matter what i'll be here for you too=)

i miss you i miss you i miss you alot!

2005-09-04T19:19:00.000-07:00

05' september 2005 monday 1022am

fuck it i dunno how you can lie thru it just like that, just like me.
maybe its our job. i'm starting to give up, i'm starting to hate you.
i'm not hurt i just dont like to lose, but then, you lost right from the start.

2005-09-04T03:52:00.000-07:00

04' september 2005 sunday 655pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE!! WE ARE ONE.. HAHA

going out soon.. meeting up with melly with cat for dinner.. didnt go for work today cos too tired alr, cant wake up again.. hee

watched herbie with cc last night.. very cute leh the show=) herbie got girlfriend one.. haha!! den went carlton hotel the lounge there with cc rachel and vivian to meet cc's friends there.. sat there for awhile den long and kenrick insisted on meeting me and rach so we went down to plasma to meet them.. dunno why kenrick suddenly angry den he just left.. me rach vivian and long had a jug of beer den me rach vivian headed down to onyx alr.. met denise elin cat and daph. had a few drinks with denise and all den went over to acc rachel and vivian.. played five ten and all.. funny funny. haha.. left around 4plus.. met jojohn azhar and jojohn cousin for supper at telok blangah.. send edmund his supper after ours den we go home liao.. busy night after all. had a last minute notice about denise's birthday celebration thats why rach came with me.. yup.

i tout i could trust you, you said i can.
but now that you betrayed your trust,
i wont trust you ever again.

i dunno why but, somehow, i miss you=)

2005-09-01T11:39:00.000-07:00

02' september 2005 friday 242am

just got home from party world with cat edmund kit and kenrick.. finish work at 830 today met kenrick for awhile den i was left ALL ALONE for 1hr plus.. cos kenrick had to go off and cat was late! was talking to royce on the phone for the damn 1hr until my batt left one bar.. haha. work was super super boring today.. only me yiwan and bernard... i wanna change job alr. damn sick of catching Qs alr.. but den.. other jobs only earn thousand plus a month.. whereas here i can earn thousand plus a week.. if i put in as much effort. haiya.. thats what make me stay.. but den again.. i'm damn bored alr.. how how how! maybe shall just go study and dont work.. haha!

cc is making me damn guilty.. very guilty in fact. i've hurt you somehow i know and i'm sorry. but i cant help it.. so sorry.. you are too nice.. you cant afford.

yay! yay! yay-ness!

2005-08-31T12:10:00.000-07:00

01' september 2005 thursday 313am

just got home.. just now my sian tong came my hse.. den we went plasma at 10.. drank 2jugs. vivian and royce came.. after plasma den sit subaru go home liao.. boring boring boring. have to go work tmr alr.. sian. i'm talking to the prawn uncle online now.. he jio me go drink.. so weird.. haha!

2005-08-30T09:54:00.000-07:00

31' august 2005 wednesday 1257am

i'm bored.. very bored very very very bored.. been at home the whole day alr.. no where to go. i'm dying of boredom now.. if there is still movie i'll go catch a movie myself if nobody wants to acc me.. i'm that bored! rachel and kenrick is at sengkang, no money to come out! dar is with bernard and suresh drinking coffee! mr subaru is at west coast eating with his friends! arghghghghghhg!!! i'm dying of boredom.. can someone save me?

2005-08-29T23:46:00.000-07:00

30' august 2005 tuesday 250pm

just woke up not long.. mc again for work. haii.. sian.. went plasma last night.. wanted to be all alone. but rachel and kenrick came.. i'm very thankful of having my sian tong but sometimes when i say i wanna be alone.. i mean it. but still i love my sian tong.. haha. went lentor after plasma.. didnt wanted to go one.. actually i wanted to anyhow take a bus see where it stop at last.. haha. but gary keep calling after my jug of beer.. haiya.. i dunno la.. i'm confused i dunno what the fuck i want

2005-08-28T23:24:00.000-07:00

29' august 2005 monday 228pm

just woke up.. went to michelle's chalet last night again. lucky got subaru fetch me or not i dont go alr.. haha. play black jack lor.. den quarrelled with gary.. whatever fuck i dunno. but anyway after quarrelling i won $750 playing blackjack.. haha. but is share with jianhao la.. but it was all my hardwork.. feel so proud of myself.. that few games damn stress leh cos i banker.. heart beat non stop one.. haha. left the chalet at 6plus 7.. den went king albert park for my mac big breakfast=) den go home liao.. slept at 8 dunno why i wake up so early.. gonna go back to sleep soon=)

fuck it la fuck all those you said fuck all those promises.. go, leave. dont turn back. cos i want to leave but i'm lack of the courage. if you leave it wont be my fault. i can survive on my own.. even better. i know you're not what i want from the very start.. and now i'm thinking i'm not what you want too. we are just two very wrong person together.. i'm what i'm now from the very first fucking day you know me.. dont expect too much from me cos i didnt expect too much from you cos i know i cant. i'm not perfect in your eyes, not even good enough.. but i can find myself perfect in others eyes. i didnt fucking lie.. i did check and they told me the fucking wrong info. fucking fall for her all you want, don hold back. cos i falling for him too. cheat on me all you want cos i'm cheating on you too. fair and square. dont fucking call me when you're drunk saying all these.

2005-08-28T05:00:00.000-07:00

28' august 2005 sunday 803pm

i recieved a bottle of paper stars.. each star had words written in it.. i'll always remember the words in it. thank you, cc.

2005-08-27T23:56:00.000-07:00

28' august 2005 sunday 259pm

just woke up.. still very tired.. haha. late for work again.. now i'm damn lazy to go.. this morning i got 14 missed call to wake me up but i didnt pick up although i know its ringing.. haha. too tired to wake up alr.. i only slept at 7 leh.. what the hell. was at michelle's chalet last night.. play black jack till 6.. wanted go home very early alr.. but i lose money so must chase back.. lucky let me chase back.. haha. play till 6 everyone too tired alr.. haha. den we go home liao. subaru send me yong bernard and jianhao lor..

i miss you, i miss you alot
like nobody's business..

2005-08-23T14:41:00.000-07:00

24' august 2005 wednesday 544am

just got home.. met cat kel and eric for ktv today after work.. sang till 2 den went to coffee club.. den mr subaru came.. sat till 3plus den we left alr.. cos someone got school!! haha.. den send cat back to kimseng alr we go eat mac donald big breakfast at king albert park.. eat finish den i come home liao.. so tired now.. but on com to go see people's blog as told.. okay, abit too much liao. ha..

mambo tmr =) kelly you better dont put us aeroplane or not we dont friend YOU alr.. haha.

2 more months to my birthday!! chalet again?

an un-answered phone call can make a life difference

2005-08-22T00:38:00.000-07:00

22' august 2005 monday 341pm

just woke up not long ago.. fried some fries but become chao ta.. haha. waiting for my drumstick now..

didit meet sian tong eventually last night.. cos kenrick xinping zelong faith went to geylang for dinner.. so me and rachel didnt meet them lor.. den met mr subaru at 11plus.. went geylang also.. haha. for dao hui=) my favourite geylang dao hui.. hee. den finish den go home liao.. haha. boliao hor.. haha

going meet my dardar later=)

2005-08-21T01:25:00.000-07:00

21' august 2005 sunday 428pm

just woke up.. was too tired to wake up for work.. mc again=) hee.. anyway work is fark up.. 3Qs today or not no need to work next weekend.. forget it ba..

went to sentosa after work yesterday.. all planned by cc.. cable car from mount faber.. den musical fountain at sentosa.. was supposed to have dinner at the restaurant but i was late so closed alr.. so we had my favourite stingray=) den we went to tanjong beach, asian most southern point or smth ah.. haha. and I SAW A SHOOTING STAR!! really.. i swear.. haha. cant believe myself either but i saw alr i tout i saw wrongly but cc ask me did i see.. so if two person saw it together cannot be wrong mah.. hee. den we sat at the beach for awhile.. no stars one leh. den he took out a candle with words inside after for burn the wax for awhile.. 'i want to win your heart' haha.. den suddenly he took out a bottle of champange and 2glasses.. and just when i say will go well with strawberries, i got a box of strawberries too.. haha=) we sat there until 12plus den we left alr cos i had to meet rachel they all.. so touched by what he did.. haii.

den went down to chinablack to meet rachel xinping and vivian.. drink drink drink like no bodies business.. haha. play until 3plus den go home alr. mr subaru come send me home=) too tired to work today plus work so fark up.. forget it..

sorry sorry, i'm so sorry

2005-08-18T06:52:00.000-07:00

18' august 2005 thursday 947pm

first time i'm home so early after work.. haha. but i'm going out again later la.. haha. watching 'the maid' with mr subaru.. hee. scared!

went to jojohn's cafe after work yesterday.. den to momo after that. boring boring. jojohn was supposed to come but in the end he didnt.. lousy sister! den down to legend meet jimmy den devils after momo.. jimmy is crazy.. many many beers.. haha. slept at 5plus but didnt sleep well! haiya..

had no Q today.. last hour 4 opc at paragon.. everyone send except for me... but the funny thing is their 3 ! is i preach one! den i, myself no Q for myself.. jian hao's one super hard to preach.. feeling so proud of myself now.. haha!

boring boring.. accompany yong go eat dinner at cine after work.. den jason came asking me about gary and all. den say guy find i this kinda gf very good cos i dont even care.. haha. he say my thinking is what is mine is mine, if its not lock him up also no use.. haha! true what! i think very true leh.. haha.

i'm sorry

2005-08-16T22:06:00.000-07:00

17' august 2005 wednesday 112pm

just woke up.. supposed to sleep till 145 den wake up but cant sleep alr.. haha. met cat kit daph and kel after work last night.. had dinner at cine den went starbucks to sit down talk cock sing song.. haha. den mr subaru came fetch me go meet bernard angela joseph at party box.. saw my sian tong also and zen. den later we went LV meet william.. saw a guy there, i'm supposed to know him.. i mean i know him but i forgot whats his name and who's friend is he.. haha. edmund's or jojohn's friend if i'm not wrong.. haha. den had chicken chop for supper at tiong bahru.. den we go home liao. i'm going clubbing tonight=) somewhere.. mr subaru will think of a place=)

isit unfair to you if your only duty is to replace him?
but you two are just unbelievable-ly similar..
his everything and your everything..
i can find him in you

2005-08-08T01:09:00.000-07:00

08' august 2005 monday 522pm

what am i to you, and what are you to me?

i left too early, you came too late.

2005-08-04T09:15:00.000-07:00

05' august 2005 friday 1220am

just got home an hour ago.. very early hor? haha.. cos today too tired alr.. cannot take it alr.. yest night we went tanjong pagar jimmy there drink drink drink again.. den down to devils and drink drink drink again.. play until morning 6am den go home leh.. den today 1 must wake up alr.. damn shack.. went cuppage eat and play billard for awhile after work just now den me royce and angela take cab home alr.. i want to sleep alr.

2005-08-02T13:37:00.000-07:00

03' july 2005 wednesday 440am

if after knowing my life, you can still promise me forever, i'll leave with you.

2005-08-02T13:28:00.000-07:00

03' july 2005 wednesday 431am

work was super stressful today.. just change into some new system. they are only gonna keep the best. 2weeks to prove yourself without help.. what the hell. nobody to preach nobody to care about us.. so it leads to even more slacking from all of us.. haha. today we no mood until me faith and rachel went shopping half way thru work.. haha. den later jason brought me to coffee bean to have a serious serious talk.. sometimes i think they think too highly of me.. haha. i sometimes heng den result so good one leh.. not forever can. jason told me the blacklisted one and safe ones at the moment.. lucky i'm still safe.. haha. tommorow must really really work alr.. boring.. had my dinner at fat mama after work.. den went b2 to meet the rest of them.. joseph lost his motorola v3 at b2.. damn unlucky. den we went party box to drink beer den go apollo hotel there tea.. haha. den royce send us home liao. tired.. got to sleep by 5 den to 1.. so that i got 8hrs of sleep.. tmr got to reach office by 2 for role play training. sian leh..

today me and my dardar 1year liao.. hee=)

2005-08-01T12:08:00.000-07:00

02' august 2005 tuesday 311am

i'm dying of boredom.. met kenrick for a movie at ps.. red candy. part 2 of one missed call.. not bad la. den went to play billard den pool for awhile.. den went to 'las vegas' at neil road to meet rachel royce and joseph.. den come home alr.. arghghg! i'm so bored.

2005-07-31T12:07:00.000-07:00

01' august 2005 monday 310am

just got home from cuppage with kenrick.. work was shit today.. was totally off. let go of Qs just like that.. haha. was so super tired.. went ice cold beer den to plasma after work yesterday.. jason was damn damn funny. drink drink drink like nobody's business.. haha. beer beer beer martell martell martell.. and i finally got high.. after 1 whole week of drinking.. haha. half drunk but still concious type.. so is hyper.. haha! did funny funny things outside plasma.. haha dayang. haha. went home and sleep for i dunno how many hours only den gotta wake up for work alr.. was totally off today.. my first weekend that i never catch a Q since i came back to work last year.. but still lucky got my prince gulu gulu caught one Q for me den this week end up on 5.. bad bad result. next week must work very very hard liao.. cos i going to no money alr. haha.. ate fat mama for dinner after work today den cuppage paragon and cuppage again.. boring boring boring.. i want to sleep alr.. finally can sleep all i want after a week!

xu xu xu.. scan! am i xu? hahaha.. i think i am.

sorry. will you ever forgive me if...