innocence.

29' august 2005 monday 228pm

just woke up.. went to michelle's chalet last night again. lucky got subaru fetch me or not i dont go alr.. haha. play black jack lor.. den quarrelled with gary.. whatever fuck i dunno. but anyway after quarrelling i won $750 playing blackjack.. haha. but is share with jianhao la.. but it was all my hardwork.. feel so proud of myself.. that few games damn stress leh cos i banker.. heart beat non stop one.. haha. left the chalet at 6plus 7.. den went king albert park for my mac big breakfast=) den go home liao.. slept at 8 dunno why i wake up so early.. gonna go back to sleep soon=)

fuck it la fuck all those you said fuck all those promises.. go, leave. dont turn back. cos i want to leave but i'm lack of the courage. if you leave it wont be my fault. i can survive on my own.. even better. i know you're not what i want from the very start.. and now i'm thinking i'm not what you want too. we are just two very wrong person together.. i'm what i'm now from the very first fucking day you know me.. dont expect too much from me cos i didnt expect too much from you cos i know i cant. i'm not perfect in your eyes, not even good enough.. but i can find myself perfect in others eyes. i didnt fucking lie.. i did check and they told me the fucking wrong info. fucking fall for her all you want, don hold back. cos i falling for him too. cheat on me all you want cos i'm cheating on you too. fair and square. dont fucking call me when you're drunk saying all these.

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