innocence.

07' july 2005 thursday 511pm

i didnt go work again.. cos my house was so so noisy from 8 - 1pm den i couldnt sleep when i just only fell asleep at 4plus.. 1o'clock that time i wanted sleep awhile den go work alr.. but i off my alarm when it ring and over slept=p i dreamt dar dowan me again last night.. haha! my fourth or fifth time dream this kinda dream alr. weirdo.. den dar always laugh at me. haha
dar came over for awhile last night when he book out=) every wednesday is his nights out. had a small scolding from him cos told him yest didnt feel like going work cos no friend.. haha. den he suan bian scold me say why i so stupid lend people so much money until i broke now. den started quarreling with him cos he just scold without understanding my friends financial needs. and then i realise he told bernard ah pui about this.. dar always have this thinking that if i got anything he and bernard ah pui will come settle from me. i don like lor.. things wont me nice for me leh. sometimes it makes me feel that i shouldnt have complain all those stuff to him=( so angry! but when we walking back to my house he come sayang me first.. hee. yay..
starhub is damn niao.. my bill only never pay 2mths only den they suspend my out going call and sms alr. den one week later incoming call and sms also cut liao.. last time i use m1 also never pay 3-4months den cut one.. den incoming still can use for another 2-3more months. forget liao.. haha.. but the main thing is starhub is damn niao.. before my father got time to go pay they suspend the whole damn line liao.. what the hell.
hmmm.. meeting kenrick later i guess. playing game lor most prob. what else can we do? haha.. rachel is still in hospital.. miss her so much, without her i don feel like going work.. hahahaha.. so boring leh no one talk to like i last time like that.. haha

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